I will always love you no matter what....

i love you but...
i don't know how to express my feelings...
but now i have made up my mind...
and decided to tell you how i feel about you...
but you told me that you had feelings for someone...
and i accepted that and move on...
but as days gone by, i felt something is missing in my heart...
i felt that i cannot accept that answer cause i love you soo much...
i felt like everything i do reminds me of you...
i was a dum fool last time but i have changed because of you...
i hope you realise that but if you don't its ok...
i loved you because of what is inside of you...
many people have been saying things to me that we are not meant for each other...
but i don't mind because to me i will always love no matter who you are...
i will take care of you...
and i will always support you till the end...

BUT...
one question still remains in my heart...
Will you love me the way i love you...

haiz......
soo bored.....
i thought school holiday was fun but it was the other way round....
wake up...
eat...
study and watch tv....
i wish i could go back to school to meet my friends and teachers....
i wish i could go out with my friends....
Luckily it is only one week....

Finally....
Got one week of rest.....
Thank God....

At least i can make use of this one week to think things straight....
1. Study
2. Do all the schoolwork
3. Pass all the exams
4. Forget about LOVE.

Hopefully i can do this before school starts again...
or not i am gone...

Haiz...
Another day at school....
Going to go crazy already....
got test somemore....
Maths-fail
History-fail
Accounts-fail
CONFIRM!!!!!!

AArgh........

Thank God today is the last day....

I don't seem to concentrate...
I dunno why....
I got a feeling that something is bothering me...
I dunno wat i am doing sometimes...
I am really confused...
I really wish things would be easy...