Emotions

Emotions is a very powerful thing in every human being….
Emotions can make people argue or fight with one another….
Emotions can make people cry….
Emotions can make people go crazy….
Emotions can even test the limit of a friendship….
We must always learn how to control our emotions…
If we let our emotions get the better of us…
We will do a lot of things that we will regret in the future….
So…
That’s what is happening to me now….
I have let my emotions get the better of me….
It all happened because I fell in love with a girl…
When I found out what happened….
My emotions run high…
I have been crying and I never eat….
I do not blame the girl…
I blame myself because I let my emotions get the best of me….
Its really unlike me….
I used to be soo cheerful and happy….
So….
Now I realize what love can do to me….
It actually causes more sadness than happiness….
So I decided to pull myself together and say “it’s just a bad dream”….
After college started…
I was confident of starting a new life….
But these few days I felt something is weird happening to me….
I felt something is bothering me…
I have been trying to figure out what is the cause of it….
Is it that I cannot let the girl go…?
Because everything I do reminds me of her….
And I feel sad to let that go….
I feel like a fool….
Half of me tells me that she has a boyfriend and move on….
But the other half of me does not want to move on…
That girl meant a lot to me….
I am really confused now….
My head is messed up…
Man I feel like an idiot….
I do not deserve to be with her…
In fact I do not deserve to be with anyone…
I think I really have to figure a way to cure myself…
Before it is too late for me to make things right….